first line index


year
first line
1998
a sense of peace and a sense of place
1996
accepting me,
1998
all i ever do is sigh.
1997
all i want to do is sleep, but sleep does not come to me.
1997
an urgency to do nothing
1998
and i want more now,
2000
and when i die, i'll cry sweet tears.
1996
as i lie here,
1998
as i peer upon you face
1998
as i sit here in the sun
1997
be with me
1997
bewildered, awed, inspired.
1998
bind me
1997
black silk
1998
blah, blah, blah,
1998
blown from my lair,
1997
bored.
1998
bound by the chains
1997
can you hear the darkness
1998
can't stop thinking
1998
can't stop thinking
1998
dearest john
1998
did i say you were better off?
1998
did you not almost love me?
2002
dissected a world
1996
do not show your hate,
1997
do you know who i am?
1998
don't hate you. never had.
1998
don't know if it's time to say good bye
1998
don't know what to do
1998
don't want to study, yet don't want to flunk
1999
everything passes too quickly, in a slow way.
1998
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
1996
give me wings,
1998
going for a walk, flying with the breeze,
1998
happy?
1998
have you ever cared,
1998
have you forgotten all you've said?
1998
hello.
2006
here i lay twiddling thumbs
1998
hey, you - lover,
1997
he awakens the night
1998
how can i dump you?
1998
how do i get over you
1998
i am here in the darkness.
1996
i am not alive.
1997
i am not lost,
1998
i am not your puppet
1998
"i am over you.
1996
i am scared.
1997
i am told that i am wrong
1997
i am your darkness - an alley way.
1997
i beg you to talk
1998
i do not hate you - you know that,
1998
i do not want to harm you
1998
i don't know. have you ever cared?
1997
i feel dissected,
1998
"...i hate answering machines
1997
i have brought with me many arguments
1998
i have to stop this,
1998
i know i am just a sweltering pain
1998
i know someone called george
1998
i loved you, that is all i can say.
1998
i need to get out of this hole i dug.
1997
i own a grave. it is a shallow hole.
1998
i should be studying for an english exam -
1998
i still touch you
1997
i think i am innocent
2000
i think i don't care any more,
1998
i think my daddy
1998
i want a box so i can fit inside,
1998
i want to be a great poet
1998
i want to do what i once could do:
1998
i want to write and i want to sing,
1997
i was going to write you a letter
1998
i would kill her, if only it could ease my pain
1998
if only i could write with passion and with flair,
2001
in the thick, black, sweltering chamber all that was good i drown with tears that corrupt the pruity i felt what seems i had ages ago.
2001
i'm now what i used to be
1996
is there someone who will love me,
2001
is this how you see me?
1998
it hurt, and you can't say it didn't
2000
it's all so joyous
1998
it's hard because we could not reconcile
1999
it's snowing in my room
2000
it's time to write
1998
i've lost my dream
2001
jovially believing that, maybe,
year
first line
2001
just
2001
just admiring
2001
just confirming the safe arrival
1998
just fifteen minutes to wait for you
1999
knowing nobody, not even myself
1996
laugh if you want, but i will not.
2007
like a little cupid, you lay next to me
2000
like lust in the church
1997
linger do the days
1997
listen to my actions,
1997
little fairy,
1998
lots of leaves
1998
love the sugars...
1998
maree suits you,
1997
my name is false,
1998
my voice can not express
1997
never the truth,
1998
no need to fear me,
1998
no, of course i do not.
1998
no, you are right,
1998
now i have just realised
1998
now i have just realised
1998
now just making you bored.
1998
oh, microwave
1998
oh sweet angel, oh bright light -
1996
once you tear the paper,
1996
only in war can we love,
1998
only the trees and only the breeze,
1998
out of my head - bitch!
1996
people will say things,
1998
poems need not have rhyme
1998
quit hiding in your dungeon,
2001
remember that hope is as empty as fear,
1998
resentment? of course i show resentment.
1998
'round and 'round
1997
run from me,
1998
saturday dreamt of a chair
2000
sedative tears lull me to sleep
1997
shame. such a shame.
2006
she keeps me warm with her smile
1997
smelling, tasting...
1998
so how's your life?
1998
so what if we fought.
1998
so you don't believe,
1998
sometimes i can't get around all that flat ground
2002
somewhere she sits and reads, sipping coffee and
1998
such a beautiful name
1997
thankyou:
1997
the love i feel for thee,
1996
the sun dips below the horizon,
1998
the torture continues as i bathe in the past -
1998
there has to be more than this
1998
there is so much that reminds me of you
1996
there's something in this world,
1996
thinking of life,
1998
this walking carpet
1997
thy imagination,
1996
time ticks by,
1996
to relax i often meditate
2000
today i am free
1998
'twas not the pressure nor the institution.
1998
wait! where did you go?
1999
walking past her
2003
watch the clock
1998
what am i to do?
1998
what can i say, the world really is a vampire.
1998
what is it that you see?
2006
what is it that you whisper true?
1997
what is that i see?
1998
what should i do now?
1998
what will i do with my life
1996
when i dream,
1998
when we are alone
1998
which is better,
1998
why did you come here?!
1998
why did you laugh?
1998
why is it, that i still need you?
1998
why is it that you only exist
1997
writing away
1998
...yet, i will fucking torture you with all the means,
1998
you are more silent
1998
you are the one that i love
1998
you cannot fathom the pain you put me thru -
1998
you could never really fly high;
1996
you know i love you,
1998
you never could see what i wanted
1998
you never were who i wanted,
1998
yours was very short

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